Friday, July 29, 2005
@ 2:31 AM
where have gabriel been?
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
@ 10:40 PM
first things first :)
>>> peektures!
been busy, moody & messy.
// nic
my friend got da video link fer me. you want it?
// chanel
im at loss fer words haaha
// nicky
-_-"
// benji
i am right now :) he has the whole package doesnt he, heh.
Monday, June 13, 2005
@ 2:32 AM
1) constant rubbishy antics @ work
2) blowing drying early in the morn
3) dead drunk on a stranger's lap
4) it's time to punch out for home
YAWN.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
the vulnerable side of me,
@ 12:28 AM
shld have never been shown.
so trustingly....
x
lost my rastafari beanie shikes.
& pimples almost murdered my tuesday :|
audio: luther vandross - dance with my father
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
off day.
@ 12:54 AM
catched up with the much needed sleep -beams. so three weeks of full time work i survived. not exactly actually. i kinda quitted and got invited bck, to a new n nicer place. very much to my delight of cus. fresher vibe all arnd :) frm cooler colleagues to more diverse customers.
gets draggy at times. but tha thought of the cheque ima get at da end of the mth is enough to make me wake up every morning just in time to catch tht always crowded train. there re more perks than cons actually n i cant help bragging :p
6 days a week, 8 hrs a day with a 45 min break included in it. but break usually mount up to one hr plus heh. after deduction of cpf i still get a gd amount over 1 grand. free testers every so often fer products, company doctors, birthday cakes, not too bad all black uniform, sexy old skool lockers n loads of laughters n food.
i have something new nearly everyday. it was fried dumplings on sunday, black forest cake sambal sotong n mutton on sat. havent watched house of wax yet. so fcuking deprived :| i wna see paris get killed!
some random mobile snaps taken some time ago zooooom.
i love my fuggin phone!
we imitated horny ah bengs tht night
seriously wtf is wrong w us brothers
fugly bus ride
oh i accidentally swallowed my spiderman tongue stud ball bearing last week. it must in some random toilet bowl ive been to now. fuck jurong's managment.
audio: frankie j - obsessions (no es amor)
Monday, May 16, 2005
this is how pple google into my blog lol!
@ 12:30 AM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
carrie chong just read out my very dysfunctional dedication yay! so did any of you lampchops out thurr heard it?! :P emoooo my assssssssssssss haaaahahhhahh!!
@ 11:38 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
five mins more till i get off frm work.
@ 9:53 PM
a lady is bobbing to misteeq's scandelous right in fronta me
one evil job i got myself ;)
Sunday, May 01, 2005
you gotta keep it real.
@ 8:03 PM
even if we disrupted you while having sex.
-
5 fucking mths.
i miss you stephorny.
Thursday, April 28, 2005
so i was never wrong abt you. you are nothing but this scarred sick canvas tht wants all the shades n hues of colours on you no matter what it takes. you care for some shade of shit like brown? well here goes n dont be fcuking shy :) you spin talltales, bluff tht monitress in class whom you called the ugliest n fattest behind her bck tht you re her bestest friend in the world jus so she wld help make the life of pple whom in amusing ways threatened your existance in life difficult. if you have the cheek to call tht survival n determination or wotever which i guarantee you wld. you re the dopest sicky i tell you! to make this clear... you make me sick hella bad. thx for inducing near breakdwn trips for me to the toilet. it's lyk the scene in mean girls where cady go through a myriad of thoughts and reflections. thts how darn classic innit so props to yo fuck. ive always dislike you, not for the fact your a competitor but becus you simply suck. and i guessed you alrd know tht. c'mon.. you hit my fren jus becus he tried to play ball at your 'property' you sick cow. and i dont understand why ure so damn proud tht you had sex w a thirteen yr old junior in sch when you called her a slut n everything. didnt you bitch to us she has the biggest tits but the weirdest smelling cunt. even the dirtest canvas deserve a chance. i really tink it tht way. lyk since i was a kid?! and didnt i tried giving you a chance? but you had to ruin everything when we cld left off frm there, at least it'd be a prettier picture. but you are nothing but a thrash to me now. a thrash tht cant even be recycled, reused or reduced. you need to vanish outta my life by simply not even bothering the fact i wore miu miu shoes today.
@ 10:36 PM
i sat on the toilet bowl talking to a friend of mine over the cell asking what have i done to deserve the shit you want pple to know abt me. you want me to be miserable dont you. well yes, i shldnt have lied.. lie to myself tht you re worth being nice to even though i cld jus cut you out flat.
you have always lost ;) frm earning an appraisal frm a teacher, to tht run which cost you to me those gold medal three yrs in a row to even having a perkier butt. hahh!
you wear the thrasiest style ever btw. ugly sweats n everything ;D
this whole entry is for you sucker n i know you'll love it.
cus i cared, i cared abt wot you said..
and seriously i dont know why do i bother. cus im always the one trying to jus smile politely n walk off without talking much? but you had to always come up n say tht ominous hi then go about spreading your fabricated news abt me. and fyi i dont fag, n camel ciggs for tht matter? *lol crap. plus my frens re not kids who dont have manners. they jus dont wanna talk to you cus you have a ~!!@#$%^ pretty face not.
with love
Friday, April 15, 2005
@ 3:28 PM
love & hate is so blind,it feels right when it's so wrong.
Thursday, April 14, 2005
@ 3:31 PM
Money makes the world go round.
Second hand clothes
Surviving is pivotal
Praying to God at night
That things'll get better soon
Seein other kids with their Tims on
Fresh with Air Ones, wish I had one
Why did God choose to make my life so complex
Breathing to the beat of a slow, sad drum
Trouble leaves some moments for some fun
Gotta keep on keepin' on
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
i cld've thrown this away but i chose not to. afterall it's been a two whole yrs since i was w blogger hehh. and 'superfly' was kinda lyk bck to my roots as well.
@ 1:54 AM
there was..
; _superfly_
; brokenbuttsies
; jadedtoxic-
pretty interesting n somesay juvenile ones huh?
each one derived frm their very special own story :P
but compared to fellow bloggers seriously, im far frm extreme w three shifts -laughs
pretty much tha same shit everyday. i'll wake up wash up, shit n eat, squabble a lil w a few chums online, watch oprah n weep yanno. i so desperately am in need of an outlet : in my mom's point of view.. outlet equals a fcuking full time job. it doesnt kill for me to work, its tha job hunting part zz.
ive gotten so use to such a lousy fleeting lifestyle surprisingly. jus five yrs ago i had to step out of da house everyday, breathe some fresh air n stretch my perky ass or i wld die i'd said. but seeing how my bank account depletes steadily each time i get into tha supermarket is anth good sign tht it's time i shed my zombie-fied ways.
bought some nice long green shoelaces tht day. it makes me happy :) bet my good ole green dunks must be grinning heel to heel too cus his gna see some daylight.
heres smth really worthy of sharing
:D loves it
i loveee the kids, the whole feel n emotions being conveyed.
audio: suede - beautiful ones
Friday, April 01, 2005
had a long night,
@ 5:18 PM
barely 5 hrs of sleep.
pretty darn awesome still :)
pls go wotch team america world police n you will learn so so much hehh
i was near death on thurs morn but thk lord for da creation of carbon pills.. was in excruciating pain as i lay lyk a ragdoll outta breath on the toiletbowl -laughs. i nv had sucha bad tummyache since eons.. took the chance n hope to actually percieve i was in this scary dream or smth cus those scenes we all normally see in movies re being played out by me.
so there was the sick me hobbling on the floor trying to pick out a particular amount of pills to be consume, to me desperately trying to crawl bck to the toilet ahhahas!
last night was never never easy :\ everyone firstly did a rerun of wicker park w durians n beer at sean's. the movie is jus so bitterly heartwrenching imo :( then it must have roused up this whole big dejavu in everyone as the taxi ride dwn to boozin' melodrama wonderland nv have been so quiet. i mean shush silence cept when telling directions to tha cab driver.
but it has been always so gregarious last time. maybe what sz say was right, we've all matured n mellowed dwn. but i stil think it was partly becus of tha movie n booze.. -sniffles. i just heart this flick marns.
never in a night was so much mock-ables heheh. maybe it's the intoxicated state we were in but i remembered myself laughing so hard n screaming jus a little lol! but the rest were horrigible jackasses throughout tha night. it was so long ago i felt safe doing anything, i lyk being the youngest :) or for some reason being underage even hmmm.
music jus didnt matter much. we had macarena on the playlist then a remix of lemon tree in this anth club/pub we hop to. it made the uncles happy high but us, onlie to reminisce tha innocent we long lost. we weren't tht hairy bck then *lmao.
thks mamaboy w maserati dreams sending me n sean home :D and fuck you da white boy w stars on your bck puking outside my front door. lovelove anyway zz
blasting: heart - alone